bittersweet

I got to see the little guy take some steps tonight and it was so great getting to see such a milestone and watching the satisfaction and pride on his face. on the other hand I was overcome with guilt that I wasn't there to see it for the first time. I know he's in great hands when daddy and mommy are away from him working to support him and pave the road toward his future, but there are times that I can't deny it would be perfect to be around that sweet baby all day and all night.